Its That Time of Year for...
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ORGIES!!!!!!! just kidding its resolution time but orgies may be part of that ;) more on that later. Here is my list of resolutions for the new year.
1) Loose 60 lbs to put it out there I started at 240 and 6'1" If you do the BMI its slightly obese and that is disgusting and completely my fault cause I just let shit go completely.
2) Let everything that happened in this circle jerk clusterfuck of a year and the one before go. That means no negative mentions of or being jerked aroung by the following pple: Shanna, Sam, CP, Pierce and probably others that I cant think of. They shall cause me pain no longer.
3) Take better care of myself. This mean no more tshirts and frizzy ponytail to class all the time. Keep nails painted. Generally just be more girly outwardly.
4) Make at least 3 new actual friends. I need to stop being such a total fucking social goddamn retard and interact with people.
5) Have a Sunday routine. Go to a movie every sunday update this site and read 30 pages from a book I actually enjoy. Routine is good for the soul if it happens one day a week and since I dont go to church or anything doing 2 or my fav activites isnt a bad idea.
6) Get a fucking bf. Not a dude I fall in love with without dating or a not yet out of the closet gay dude. Find someone I can care about and date. Which relates to 7
7) No mo virgin. Its time to grow up in a sexual manner. I am a very sexual person and its not appropriate to just get down with myself anymore. I want the first to be someone I can remember and have good memories with. After that, well... I have a feeling that I may turn into a bit of a whore. That isnt nescessarily a bad thing either. Tee hee.
8) Psychologically get better. I am still depressed but working out the shit which is part of the process but it needs to be done with. Being a mess is just not good practice.
9) Better grades. After the whole depression thing my grades plummeted from what I used to get. It shall be straight A's again not straight B's. My fucking gpa sucks.
Goddamnit MY LIFE WILL BE BETTER!!!! I AM CAPABLE OF DOING ALL OF THIS!!!! LET THE NEW YEAR MOTHERFUCKING BEGIN!!!!! THIS SHIT IS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!
1) Loose 60 lbs to put it out there I started at 240 and 6'1" If you do the BMI its slightly obese and that is disgusting and completely my fault cause I just let shit go completely.
2) Let everything that happened in this circle jerk clusterfuck of a year and the one before go. That means no negative mentions of or being jerked aroung by the following pple: Shanna, Sam, CP, Pierce and probably others that I cant think of. They shall cause me pain no longer.
3) Take better care of myself. This mean no more tshirts and frizzy ponytail to class all the time. Keep nails painted. Generally just be more girly outwardly.
4) Make at least 3 new actual friends. I need to stop being such a total fucking social goddamn retard and interact with people.
5) Have a Sunday routine. Go to a movie every sunday update this site and read 30 pages from a book I actually enjoy. Routine is good for the soul if it happens one day a week and since I dont go to church or anything doing 2 or my fav activites isnt a bad idea.
6) Get a fucking bf. Not a dude I fall in love with without dating or a not yet out of the closet gay dude. Find someone I can care about and date. Which relates to 7
7) No mo virgin. Its time to grow up in a sexual manner. I am a very sexual person and its not appropriate to just get down with myself anymore. I want the first to be someone I can remember and have good memories with. After that, well... I have a feeling that I may turn into a bit of a whore. That isnt nescessarily a bad thing either. Tee hee.
8) Psychologically get better. I am still depressed but working out the shit which is part of the process but it needs to be done with. Being a mess is just not good practice.
9) Better grades. After the whole depression thing my grades plummeted from what I used to get. It shall be straight A's again not straight B's. My fucking gpa sucks.
Goddamnit MY LIFE WILL BE BETTER!!!! I AM CAPABLE OF DOING ALL OF THIS!!!! LET THE NEW YEAR MOTHERFUCKING BEGIN!!!!! THIS SHIT IS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!


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